Psalm 142 — When You Feel Alone — Aneel Aranha 
 
I cry aloud to the LORD;
I lift up my voice to the LORD for mercy.
I pour out before him my complaint;
before him I tell my trouble.
When my spirit grows faint within me,
it is you who watch over my way.
In the path where I walk
people have hidden a snare for me.
Look and see, there is no one at my right hand;
no one is concerned for me.
I have no refuge;
no one cares for my life.
I cry to you, LORD;
I say, “You are my refuge,
my portion in the land of the living.”
Listen to my cry,
for I am in desperate need;
rescue me from those who pursue me,
for they are too strong for me.
Set me free from my prison,
that I may praise your name.
Then the righteous will gather about me
because of your goodness to me.

David is in a place of deep distress. Not for the first time, either. He is a man who feels trapped, isolated, and without a friend in the world. He cries out in desperation: "Look and see, there is no one at my right hand; no one is concerned for me. I have no refuge; no one cares for my life."

Have you ever felt this way? Many of us can relate to this feeling of abandonment, of being utterly alone. Whether it's due to personal struggles, mental health issues, or external circumstances, there are moments when we feel like we're crying out into a void.

But here's where it gets interesting. Despite his feelings of abandonment, David does what he always does when he finds himself in a bad place. He turns to God. He recognizes that even when all human support fails, God remains. "I cry to you, LORD; I say, 'You are my refuge, my portion in the land of the living'."

We find an echo of this in the New Testament. Remember the story of Jesus calming the storm? The disciples are terrified, thinking they're about to perish. Yet, Jesus, after calming the storm, asks them, "Why are you so afraid? Do you still have no faith?" (Mark 4:40). 

The message is clear: Even in the most terrifying circumstances, when we feel utterly abandoned, God is with us. Our feelings, as real and powerful as they might be, don't always reflect reality. We might feel abandoned, but we're never truly alone. God is always there, even when we can't see or feel him.

So, the next time you feel like David, pouring out your complaints and feeling like there's no one by your side, remember the New Testament's assurance of God's unwavering presence. Even in the storm, especially in the storm, he's there.

God bless you.